So...I'm Confused (But I Do Have Thoughts On Abdiel) -- Breanna Poole

So...I'm Confused 
by Breanna Poole

I will very blunt with you guys, I'm not really sure I'm understanding everything that is happening in this book. Trying to understand poetry, especially epic poetry, is a feat for me, as I'm more inclined to understand (and just plain read) a prose work more than poetry any day of the week. So, to be frank, my understanding of this book and the allegory it is trying to present is...shaky at best.

But!

I do have thoughts on Abdiel. Abdiel actually repents and returns to God, and fights against Satan rather than with him. To me, that seemed like such a clear call back to when Satan actually considers forgetting all of this and asking forgiveness but ultimately decides against it. Satan believed he couldn't be forgiven, that he had gone too far and that he could never return to the ranks of God fully. But in this book....Abdiel does just that. He leaves Satan to return to God, proving that if they were to all repent and resist the temptation and ambition of evil, than they could to return to God and not have to be relegated to life in Hell. Satan had, by some miracle, been built as a semi-sympathetic character than we all felt bad for having sympathy for, and in this brief moment with Abdiel, we are reminded why exactly we shouldn't have pity for Satan. He had a chance to change, just like Abdiel did, and he didn't take it. 

I'm aware that this is supposed to be political allegory, but I think this part was indeed was a religious commentary. Milton built this one part to show us that just because someone else might say we are beyond the point of being saved, that is decision we make alone to turn God, and that making the wrong choice in that regard could be very catastrophic, as it is for Satan.

Did this blog post make sense? Probably not, but I hope y'all enjoyed reading it.

P.S. I commented on Gray and Osten's posts.

Comments

Zane Duke said…
I really enjoyed reading you Blog Post Bre! I am alike in the sense of being unable to make complete sense of things. However, I am thoroughly intrigued by the whole Abdiel thing. I posed the question of symbolism- who do these characters represent? Or could this be Milton's stick-the-gospel-in-there moment where he shows that even demons who have fallen to Hell can repent and turn to obedience with God? Man, this is such a good mystery.
Zane Duke
abbiehedden said…
Breanna,
I feel the exact same way about Paradise Lost! My personal opinion is that if it had been written as a book rather than an epic, I would have a much better grasp on it. I hadn't had much thought on Abdiel being a foil to Satan, mostly because I was trying to see the political aspect of the allegory, but now that you have brought up such provoking ideas, I may have to go back and view it with fresh eyes!
Abbie Hedden
Caroline Tucker said…
Yes! So True! No one is beyond the saving grace of God. I loved reading this post. It brought a perspective I did not think about. I do not remember Abdiel repenting. But I do remember Abdiel leaving the meeting and being the only one who turned away from sin. That really impacted me. To think that out of all the angels, Abdiel was the only one who left. It reminded me that I need to be like Abdiel. I need to see the sin that I am committing, flee from it, and repent. As well as fleeing even if I am the only one.
Drew Hedden said…
Very thought-provoking read here. I'm curious what you think as to whether Satan actually could have turned back... I wonder if that goes too deep. Might be opening up a big can of worms named predestination right there.. Either way, I can't help but wonder if it is possible because of how you interpret Abdiel (I hadn't really thought about Abdiel in that way before).