I Threw My Book Across the Room. Did you? - Eliza Colbert

Esteban Trueba disgusts me. I literally threw my book across the room because I couldn’t stand the racist, sexist, rapist, abuser. In fact, every person in this book has disgusted me in some way. I don’t like any of them. But I think that’s because the book is so brutally honest. Nothing is left out. Every character’s sins are recorded. It’s a good reminder that everybody is terrible. Humanity always has been, always is, and always will be polluted by sin. It’s amazing how God can read the stories of our lives, which are often far worse than what is written in this book, and still love us as much as He does. I will never wrap my head around that. 
The style of the book, how it spans across generations and sometimes shifts viewpoints, reminds me of a book I read in high school called The Namesake by Jhumpa Lahiri. Both books are honest portrayals of imperfect people in imperfect families and, as I just said, they both take place over decades. I like that the stories don’t restrict themselves to just a few years. It gives freedom to write about every aspect of the characters’ lives, even if there are parts that some people would rather not read.

P.S. I commented on Clabo’s and Rebecca’s posts.

Comments

Caroline Tucker said…
I agree with you. Every time I got up from reading, I was disgusted by Esteban’s actions. But like you said, how are we any different? I’m pretty sure none of us has raped someone or has done anything so terrible(in our point human of view). My point is, in God’s eyes it is all sin. There is no such thing as small sin or big sin. We need to remember that we are just like Esteban. We all sin and do terrible things. Thankfully, God made a way for us to be forgiven and redeemed. That is something I can joyfully and gratefully say. We have hope when it seems there is none.
Ezra Kennedy said…
I too am disgusted with Esteban, and I am sure a lot of people are. I, myself, didn’t throw my book across the room, but that is mainly because my book is a digital copy on my phone. However, I did force myself to stop reading and revisit later on. He is a grimy example of what happens when you believe that you are more important than you actually are, when you perceive the people around you as ends to your means and nothing more. I get that no sin is greater than another, but I would have to deter and say that one sin is more detrimental than another and although we are all like Esteban in the sense that we are impure and defiled, the vile deeds he commits damage and destroy others while other, seemingly mild ones, merely harm oneself.